o dear, ive gotten so lazy over the past weeks its not even funny. from making sure im graduating next month, to the girl friend, the job, money, home n trying to get back into shape i feel like ive neglected so much. i havent added a journal entry, browsed or even commented in a long time, i tell myself "its ok, ur a lil busy now but when every thing is done ill go back and finish." but then like two saturdays ago at kung fu we were training and stuff when i lost focus and forgot one of the basic stances i learned when i first started. after about 50 push ups and an hour later my teacher, reggie, spoke with me. he told me that ive been losing focus and not practicing, n that he knows im graduating, getting ready 4 prom, dealin with my girl. he said that in order to get to the next level i must be calm like the center or eye of a storm while the chaos surrounds me. n he was right, i have to get my priorities straight, practice more n harder n try to maintain myself. ive even neglected my story. so now i plan on stayin focus, doing what i gotta do and finishing that god dam story! root for me!